BLOG RE-VAMP

I am changing this blog starting today... this blog will be strictly my thoughts and true to life situations no more creative expressions on this blog i will channel all my creative thoughts to www.mrjagcasanova2.blogspot.com so if you are a fan of my creative writing i will be re-posting 90% of my creative posts there even if you're not a fan please stop by at least once or twice and i always enjoy your feedback on everything i do.

Sympathy

Have you ever have someone tell you "I feel your pain or i feel ya or i understand"? I have and it's weird to me because 60% of the time people say it just to make themselves feel better for not knowing what to say, but then you have the other 40% of people who either really feel you or have been through exactly what you're going through. In most instance you know someone or are friends with one of the three. I have come to the conclusion that I'm a Super Sympathetic person because if someone is grieving i start grieving if someone is sick i feel their sickness but i don't really get sick if someone is happy i immediately get happy. I guess that's what the wise man meant when he said Energy is neither created nor destroyed it's merely passed on....

I said that to say this Smile it confuses people it may make someones day and they may smile back...

Dare to be different!!!

Desymber 2.0

If you haven't read december go back a few days and catch your self up on what happen before this point...

"Dont tell her i told you that she's kind of bashful..." "Ok no probem man but she said she was gonna joining us but where is she?" As soon as i said that she says "I'm right here baby," in my ear sending chills down my spine "Damn, you move quitely with them heels on." "Ha ha you silly Jag are we gonna dance or what," she ask in a demanding but sexy tone. "Of course we are tell the dj to play something long and slow then come back and get me." Six minutes later she taps me on the shoulder and says "You got about ten seconds to get up and dance with me".As we make our way to the dance floor this song comes on...

as we dance she's whispering in my ear. "I love the way you move i wish we were all alone right i would do some naughty things to you when Anton showed me your picture i knew immediately i wanted you and i want you even more now that we have danced"

Are you Fake?

Are you Fake? Well hear me out i trust very few.... and im a very good judge of character so i can tell a "fake ass person" the moment the first word comes out there mouth... and there are a lot of Plastic people in this world and i dont mean authentic plastic i mean recycled same ole they just trying to hard fakeness. Its a epidemic for some reason... i think it started with the misconception of superman see Superman wore no lenses cause Clark kent was his costume... but if you looked closely you could tell something was different about him... Superman was Clark Kent... Clark Kent wasn't superman... he created Kent so he wouldnt stick out...

I said that to say this keep it real with yourself... dont be fake it's ok to stickout.

Follow me now!

Falling from the ground to the sky...Reaching from the stars to the moon...Learning from the core of it all...Fearing the true reason i fell (i mean fall) Well... hell... follow me now and stand tall... Can you keep up? If so wow...

If not here's a towel throw it in....Just let me win with the wind I'm gone

with the win round a round in the beginning I'm sinning and willing telling the ending... Peak with me and lets see... I'm reaching for the stars with no fear of failure the ground is stable but the sky is endless....

Follow me now!!!

So whats up? KIR!!!!

I don't understand why you insist on texting me telling me how much you hate me... and how much the new guy is the best thing for you and how much stronger you are because of me... i understand it's been a while since u probably had a REAL good dick'em down(yeah i said it) or you miss me and you can't get me off your mind but Damn B!%&$ you know good and damn well we weren't meant to be... our ship was sailed on a lie and it sunk immediately after you came clean and being the gentleman i am i tried to forgive you but just like the little girl you were before the lie came out the little girl you stayed... So whats up for real??? Why do you insist on trying to torment me if your so happy and your so blessed. You've told me i was lame but what is lame is that u cant get over i couldn't be with a liar who tried to sabotage my life by being selfish... but don't get me wrong i forgave u i even loved u unconditionally... what more can i say??? I just don't get it I'm happy Ur happy and wish you the best, peace, and blessing in our parting but when u think about me or speak to me you don't see or say anything good after all we went through there lies the problem and that problem ain't with me... and my final words to you are GET REAL... KEEP IT REAL... GET RIGHT... KEEP IT RIGHT... AND KNOW THYSELF AIGHT!!! PS. respect is of the highest order and it's earned not giving.

December-Desymber

The night i met Desymber(pronounced December) was crazy. The night began with the 2 S's shave and shower. I was so excited about the reuniting with old an old friend but i was oblivious to the environment i was entering into. I walked into the front door of what i thought was a business district condo building rudely awakened, i stepped directly into a diff

erent world flashing lights, half naked extra friendly women and loud music... o wow!!! hummmm? where am i? Excuse me sir a professional voice says to the right of me as i stand mesmorized? Yes i say as i snap out of my trans. Only to turn to this woman ---> stunned by her obvious elegant and striking beauty... so she speaks i listen she says my friend was waiting on me at the bar, and before i could ask she said yes she would be joining us... Follow me she said as she stood from her seat with a winter white pencil skirt with big black belt and some black stilettos with straps and buckles yeah i was checking her out... "Here you go", Jag. "Thanks i replied but she was already across the room ... As i sat down the bartender sat a drink down in front of me it looks like my drink of choice... What's up man!!! My best friend Anton said as he stood to shake my hand. Not much man but who is....? O that's my home girl Desymber she saw pictures of you and thought u were cute so i wanted y'all to meet but don't tell her i told u that she's kind of bashful...

Guess who's back one again>>>TRUSTED

Once again i abandon you guys but I'm back for the long haul now i need to finish the year strong... OK let's get on with it the topic for today is... lies.

rule#1 Man lie women lie numbers don't!!!

OK i know that's harsh..but tell me its not true...you'd be lying. Honestly, this is a big problem for me i once was a player... not a real player just never knew how to tell women no which in turn got me into lots of trouble with girlfriends and such ... after a little time alone i pledged never to hurt another women. From the age 23 i stop using my charm for my own selfish reasons and started using it to really find a soul mate. This turned out to make me a sceptic of all women i wanna know their true intentions from day one but it never works like that. I never truly trust them and i seem to run them away no matter how much i seem to like, love, or adore them. their history combined with my fear of that bitch named karma makes me the ultimate "never happy over critical boyfriend."

if u were me what would you do if you loved someone but couldn't trust them?

Old Pain

Hey readers have you ever been hurt in such a way that you thought you would never let it go...

well here's a little story I'd like to tell...

From a distance i see the shore and i hope she's standing in the same place i left her... i rush to the bow of the boat to see if she was there... I scan the whole shore... run back to my room grab my bag and line up at the gate as the boat docks the shore. As the gate hits the dock i sprint to the shore and damn near falling as i trip over the curb i catch myself with my left hand and stand up straight looking for her... i run from one end of the dock to the other twice trying to make sure i didn't miss a spot... NO this cant be?! She's not her! she said she would be here when i got back i know it's been two years but she was well aware i was coming back today...

(fast forward two years later)

I've been home for 24 months bought a house, got a job, finished school, and still have seen her... she was my heart the only family i had, the one i expected to be there for me and she wasn't... i had spent the last 24 months alone and now i was finally ready to go out and have some fun... i debated long and hard whether to go out cause i knew deep down inside i would see her.

(Flash forward twenty minutes)

Sure enough as soon as i walk in the club there she stands ten feet from me at the bar... i turn around attempting to leave but then i see my reflection in the mirror "don't run like she did" convincing myself to turn around... I stroll across the club through the crowded dance floor and right up to her... Hi nice to see you again...

OK people this is the moment of where we either let our hearts pain go or release it... What would you do?

this guy named sam

i know this man

his name is Sam

he used to date this fine Lil thing

her name was Pam

now Pam was a diva in her own right

she had a sassy attitude and loved the nightlife

Sam and Pam were made for each other

he was a jock and she was a jersey lover

one day after practice Sam came home

and caught Pam in the bed with Tyrone

Sam knew Tyrone so he understood

Sam said it's cool y'all good

until Sam went in the bathroom and there stood James

Sam yelled i be damned and grabbed his gun

tried to shoot Pam but the shit got jammed

James hit Sam but it didn't knock him down

so Tyrone took a swing and missed everything

the commotion stopped when the doorbell ring

the person behind the door said "it's christin"

Pam opened the door Tyrone walked out

James did too...

Pam said what's all about?

Well..... Sam said.

No need to shout

Christin is my distant lover

Sooo u need to get out

then Pam punch Sam in the mouth

FYRE ENT.

I have been slacking majorly on my blog but if you wanna know what i've been working on check us out.... www.fyreentertainment.com, also i need some feed back on what i should write about next so leave comments please.

Shower time

She's on top winding her hips moaning my name it's just too good to be true the headboard on the bed is rattling a simple sweet rhythm perfectly in sink with the slow jams still playing. She rises to the tip and slowly lowers she moans and begins to bounce... "Oh shit I'm about to cum, she moans." She starts to ride me faster. I feel the muscles inside her pussy tighten. Oh yeah that feels good. Her body starts to gyrate I'm cumming she moans... i feel pressure at the base of my dick right before i... O shit... she raises up pulls my condom off and starts to suck my all ready sensitive dick using her hand to guide until i cum in her mouth.. She gets up her naked body looking perfect in the dim light and says "Do you think anyone will notice if we take a shower together?" "I dunno let's see," i says as i toss her a towel and we sneak to the all male bathroom in the dorm...

Like Kanye!!

Like Kanye I got balls and im back and i'm ready to start the second half of my blog year off with a bang so... i'm finishing the last post and i need all you busy blogger's to be ready to comment. i miss ya and im back.

Note To self

So it's been a while since i last talked to myself.... so i felt like today would be the perfect time a good thirsty Thursday... could really get the mind working and blood flowing if you know what i mean but considering i haven't really been blogging lately i feel out of touch with my followers this is a blogger row call if your still there let me know...

O yea....thirsty Thursday... here we go!

That was cool i kind of got a rush from that...It was a weird buzzing sensation kind of euphoric..... she's looking at me... I'm looking at them... they looking at her.... damn girl!!!! (note to self: never do that again or at least in the presence of others) I'm sorry she says as she begins to wipe Will's face off... (O that is so embarrassing) Jeez i got it!!! Jada yells at me as i attempt to wipe her neck and chest off... maybe this was a little awkward... i was just teasing...(no pun intended)... SPLASH!!!

Yeah i hear it too but who really believes the power couple of the century (Will and Jada) are swingers.. After roll call tell me what you think...?

It goes down

So i stand and approach her as she pulls her pants down i get as close as possible without touching her and say... "Did you need help with something?" She looks up at me with this Innocent look on her face and nods. We touch noses and "i say what might that be?" Well i need assistance with my bra, she responded. I think i can manage that so she lifts her hands up as if she were a little kid taking off and shirt and all of a sudden grabs the back of my head and starts kissing me she pulls me sort of hard so i have to put my hand up on the door to keep us from falling. As we kiss i one handed unhook her bra and slide it off. I lean up against her to feel her body. O my she so soft, my left hand is posted on the door and my right hand is going crazy so i slowly walk my right hand down her side to her pantie line. Our kissing is so passionate i almost don't notice her hands unzipping my pants. My pants fall to the floor and she grabs my semi erect dick and slowly begins stroking it. The moment i felt the blood flow i was ready to proceed with operation "dick'm down" So i start sliding her panties down (mind you we're still kissing so i have to kneel cause she's like a foot and a half shorter than i am). I move my left hand off the door to her waist. I stop kissing her and pull away from her mouth and she says "what are you doing?"," You'll see... it's just a kiss i respond." I slide her panties all the way off and began kissing her smooth stomach then her inner thigh... i feel her body seize as i tease her clit before i make my way back up slowly making circles with my tongue around her belly button up to her untouched breast. I began making circles around her left nipple with my tongue while i use my fingertip to make circles around the right. I finish the left nipple off with a nibble and walk my tongue across to her right as i walk my tongue across my left hand simultaneously moves down her side to her thigh as i flick her nipple with my tongue her i slide my middle finger across her pussy she's soaking wet. She moans "O yes" in my ear which sends chills down my spine....

The Good treatment

"My eye will be OK," i reply.
"OK well the doctors said I have to watch after you for a few days."
Deep down I'm thinking Yes yes yes quality time...."They said you got mugged and it seemed like the only thing they didn't take was your phone, since you were in the process of putting my number in your phone it was still lit to it, so they called me." "Thank you so much for coming," I replied in my smokey voice. "Get me out of here i hate hospitals." About 5 seconds after i said that the nurse comes in and says "Mr. Summers your free to go"."Yes!" The nurse unhooks my IV and Kya helps me stand up. My paper skirt was kind of wrinkle so my goods were hanging out simultaneously the nurse and Kya say "O my!" ,"Sorry for the show ladies didn't mean to flash you." I guess he surprised them both cause their eyes were lit like deer and their jaws both dropped to the floor. I go to the bathroom and put my clothes on we check out and make out way back to campus.
On the drive back to campus Kya and I talked about everything she really opened up to me and we hit it off well i guess considering she has to stay with me for the next 48 hours we had to get to know one another better. We finally make it to her dorm she runs up to get some sleep clothes and the essentials for a sleep over. She get back in the car and says i ready. So we make our way to my dorm. I check her in at the front desk and we head to my room it's a good thing i cleaned up before i left. As we get off the elevator we see all the guys are sitting in the hallway talking the hallway get silent like their surprised to see her going to my room. We walk in the room, the lights are dim perfectly and my slow jams CD is still playing from the night i left.
"Oh, i didn't expect your room to be so neat and clean." It's normally not i thought to myself but i play it cool. "Yeah, i try to keep it clean just in case i have 2 day visitors," i say sarcastically. Do you need to take a shower or anything, i asked.
"No, i took one before i left but i do need to change clothes."
"You can change in here. "
"OK, she replied as she starts taking off her shirt. O my God I'm trying my hardest not to stare but her body is amazing. She takes off her shirt and catches me staring. I try to look away real quick but it was too late she says "I see you looking, matter fact since you looking why don't you come help..."

The beeping

All i hear is beep beep beep... i attempt to open my eyes and a blinding white light makes me shut them. I'm totally incoherent and have no idea where i am. Then suddenly i hear what i think is a door opening and a very sweet sounding voice say "Hey." I don't want to open my eyes again so i just lay there to make sure what i was hearing wasn't part of my dream. The voice gets closer and i could feel who ever it was put there hand on my head and begin whispering in my ear. "Hey i know you can't hear me right now but I'm so sorry this is all my fault i should have never asked you to walk all the way across campus i should have just called Sarah and told her to come down and let me stay in her room. Oh Gosh! I'm so so sorry D." About that time i feel their face brush my forehead and something wet hit my eyelid. I hear a sniffle and i attempt to open my eyes again this time the bright light is not so bright and everything is blurry. I blink once, it gets clearer i blink twice, it's almost perfect i blink a third time, and all i see are her beautiful almond eyes staring down at me and her mascara running down her cheeks. I try to speak but it sounded like I'd smoked fifty packs of Newports...
"Ha" was the only thing i could mumble.
"Oh my God I thought you were dead."
"Na, I'm OK," i replied in an old raspy voice.
"But your eye?"...

Unexpected visit

So of course im excited i got her number... and i get about halfway back to my dorm and start daydreaming of what it would be like to have her on my arm....

We're walking through the student activity center everybody's looking at us she looking amazing and I'm rather dapper myself if i do say. I pull the door open to the cafeteria and the scenery changes (ya'll know how dreams change just random places pop in your head) We're walking to a huge bedroom she has on this dress that's hugging all her curves perfect. Of course im watching her walk. She tries to sexy model walk over to the recliner and trips over the asian rug on the floor. She turns and says "Watch your step" as i fall out on the floor laughing. "Were you trying to be sexy right there?" i asked. "No" she says as she twist her neck with a little attitude. "If i were trying to look sexy for you i would..." and she proceeds to get on the bed and give me this---> look there was nothing more i could do but smoothly walk over to her and give her a kiss. This was a slow intimate first kiss i could feel our souls connecting our fluid creating sparks and the chemistry mixing up love.We both began to get more into i slowly climb on the bed with her just hovering her while we kiss. Then thump i feel this sharp pain in the back of my head i snap out of my dream and....

Long Walk

The very second we step outside of Faith Hall a breeze as cool as winter fresh gum on your lips blows.

"Brr, it's really gotten cold tonight," she said.
"Yeah... it has, winter is almost here time to get the winter gear out."
"You like the cold weather", she asked.
"No, i just like the versatility in my wardrobe in the winter."
" Ha you silly."
" No im serious."
"I've never known a straight man to care about is wardrobe"
"Well now you know one nice to meet you again."

The walk seemed long but i was enjoying it because she finally let her guard down a little and we pretty much talked the whole walk. The sidewalk lights were almost like spot lights as they seem to brighten her beautiful almond eyes as she looked up at me during the conversation.

"So Kya where are you from?"
"I'm from Georgia?"
"Alright... alright, that explains the sexy country accent that i like so much."

She chuckle and said thank you. Damn.. she's getting finer and finer to me by the minute Georgia peach with a sweet accent, smart,driven, and a banging body what more can i ask for? I have to get her number... I must convince her that I'm a nice guy... As we approached her dorm she got quiet and began to slow the pace of her walk.

"So... Kya whens the next time I'm gonna get to see you?"
"O maybe tomorrow if you call me," she replied
"How am i gonna call you if i don't have your number?"
"Here take it down... this is my dorm number, I have a roommate but just ask for me if I'm not there she should leave a message and I'll call you back."
"OK i will I'll hit you up tomorrow."
"OK well thank you for walking with me it was very sweet of you."
"No problem."
So she gives me a hug... Ooh wee she's wearing my favorite women's perfume cool water for women i almost faint.

"You smell good, she said.
"O wow, thanks so do you, I wearing curve and i think that's coolwater for women on you."
"Dang your good", she replied.
"Ha ha just a good guess, well you have a goodnight."
"You too bye."

As she walks into the front door of her dorm i watch her nice round ass switch, shimmy, and fade into the building. Still maintaining my cool i turn and start my walk back to my dorm. My mind going a mile a minute and my insides throwing a party...

Mission accomplished

So as you know Kya was really acting like a bitch the first night we met, but did things change after that... About two days after the little feisty spat Kya and i were the only people sitting in the lobby of the dorm. Out of the blue she started conversation.
"Hey!"
"What's up?" i tried to act cool.
"Whatchu been up to?"
Immediately when she ask that i knew she wanted something.... because this is the same girl that said she didn't give a damn who i was. I played it cool.
"Um, shoot nothing going to class trying to graduate", i responded.
"O, well um...what's your major?"
"Business".. I'm still playing it cool but what the hell does she want?
She Yawns real big and says "Shew! I'm tired i need to get back to the dorm."
"You mean to tell me you don't even live here", i inquired.
"Um... No I'm only a freshman."
This means one of two things she lives all the way on the other side of campus or lives right next door and just don't want to walk alone.
"Yeah i live in Jazzy Hall."
OK now jazzy hall is clear across campus and when i say across campus i mean I've heard of freshman calling cabs after class during the day. And it's 2 in the morning. What was she thinking?
"Damn... girl you gotta walk all the way over there? Who's walking with you and why didn't you leave and like 11 or 12?"
Yes i gotta walk all the way over there( little attitude) I not walking with anyone (sad face)Well i wasn't pay attention to the time and i didn't feel like walking then, she replied .
So i say..."Well, would you like me to walk with you."
"No, I'm grown i can walk by myself!"
"I know you can but i would feel bad if something happen to you," i replied.
"Aw that's sweet well since you said that i guess you can walk with me."
In my mind I'm thinking o yeah gotcha you will fall in love with me...

When we first met

When we first met it was tragic... A few friends... James, Ryan, Myke, and i were hanging out in the lobby of our dorm. Just shooting the shit doing what college sophomores do talk about girls... hit on girls and plan for the next campus party.

So she walks in the door and all conversation stops... damn... I think to myself she has the potential to be a dime. She was about 5'3" Light skinned nice body. She wore glasses but hidden behind those glass were some amazingly beautiful almond colored eyes. She was dressed sort of like a middle school teacher khaki shorts and a button down blouse very classy.

Hi she said James screamed in my ear as i snapped out of the trans. Oh Oh hi! Whats your name? I'm Daemon. I'm Kya. Nice to met you Kya all the guys say in unison. So this could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship she's nice, nice looking, and friendly. Yep! it's on... Plus, she keeps giving me this eye like she's trying to see through my clothes or something.

Anyway, conversation continues so Kya what's your major? I'm an English major, she says with so much confidence i all most fall out of my chair. Well...Damn! You sure are sure of that aren't you? i responded. Yes, I'm sure Daemon... as matter of fact I'm positive I can't waste my time, I going to get my masters too she says with an attitude.
O she's feisty guys i like that.

To bad you don't have a chance.

Ooh the fellas errupted.

Really you must not know who i am, i reply.

I don't really care who you are you're nobody to me.

i will be... i thought to myself. OK we'll see. Now this girl seemed to act like she was out of my league but from the twang in her voice and the bounce in her step i can make her mine in no time...

Guess who's back

Yea i'm back like throwbacks and airforce 1's... if you didnt miss me you should have cause i went on a two week no blogging no phone fast and now im ready to talk... i hope all my faithfuls didnt abandon ship cause the next few weeks are going to me fun and interesting so get ready grab you seat and some popcorn... it's the return of the gangster.

Disappointment

Have you ever been so sure about something and poof disappointed!!! Well I'm in the middle of that right now... i realize the end of one thing is only the beginning of another but... damn i hate starting over... it's just so frustrating when you're accustom to one thing and things change drastically... new house check, new rims check new job check... These are all things i wanted but the drastic change has created some conflict... new job is disappointing i thought wrong about it and now I'm disappointed. not financially just mentally.

should i
A. suck it up
B. search for something i love
C. keep grinding it will get better
D. all of the above.
E. none of the above enter answer_________<-here

A true playa

So... i pretty much study people the way they interact the way they treat others and their character in itself. I have an associate that is a true playa (sexing different woman every week with a faithful lady and kids at home) I've never been a part of some of the stories and things this guy can pull off... but Ive heard stories and seen proof... he's almost like a super hero but with cruel intentions... (so he would be a villain...duh jag) but anyway some of the capers he pulls off are amazing and the people he pulls them off with are even more amazing... (can you sense the sarcasm) I'm not sure what he says to them but from the stories he tells he has a 100% suck-sex rating... and the stories are elaborate... he includes descriptions of houses, body parts, and even post-day messages from the victims or ladies he's slept with... so they have to be true... I have a question for both the guys and the ladies.

Ladies/Fellas have you ever just wanted and went through with just having sex no strings? Why?

And would you do it if you had a significant other at home with kids?

Am i hating?

Confession Faithful

Truth of the matter she stop by my house

she said she had to take the scenic route something bout

the cops had to barricade into her door

now she's laying naked on my floor

picked her up put her clothes back on and gave her a hug

she said don't make me leave i just need love

i said

OK you can stay but just do this

stay right here while i go take a piss

she followed me through the bathroom to the bedroom

she laid on the bed and said can i give you head

i said no

she said why

i said you know why

to thine own self be true and i have a boo you can do what you do but not with me not gonna cheat on my wife to be

she said i thought you were the best

ah yes that's why im in this mess

Creative

As you know I've been on a ten day creative fast and the tenth day was friday that ended on a good note lots of responses to obsessed... so now its time to feast...

Creatively speaking

i create activity in the brain

always wanting you to go insane

Feel me softly touch you

grazing your body from the inside out

tingling sensation all about

eyes rolling simular to your body's motions

lips trembling mind riddling

hands gripping firmly on my back

with each stoke the picture comes back

images of passion

thoughts of action

question the reaction

could he

will he

is he

yes

obsessed

with creativity

nonetheless

Obsessed

Yeah so my grown ass was watching 106 and park last night... OK you can stop laughing i know I'm to old but i was clicking through my DVR and i saw Mariah Carey pop up on the small screen and i was like OK maybe Terrance might be as cool as Justin Timberlake at the super bowl and expose a boob or something.... But no...

So Mariah's on the show to world premier her new remix video of Obsessed featuring Gucci man...It's the same video with Gucci man rapping Horribly on the track waste of about $5,000... Anyway Terrance ask the 106 Twitter audience what were their obsessions and i began to think good question... so i decide to ask myself what are my obsessions?

interesting enough i came up with a lot... but here's a few.

1) Brushing my teeth-i have always had a fear of stinky breath or peppered teeth so i brush more than regular.

2)Blogging-I only been blogging half a year and i cant go a weekday without logging on.

3)Music-I have regular access to a music studio so i spent lots of time there either creating or helping someone create.

4)Beautiful blogger women- it weird cause just reading other peoples thoughts intrigues me so I'm sorry if i comment, bbm, or aim you a lot I'm obsessed all you gotta do is tell me leave you alone and I'll try to cut it out. FYI I do have a life outside of blogger but new people are interesting.

5)Love- Its one of the most interesting feelings that causes so many emotions that it has me mesmerized and Obsessed to know how others feel when their in love.

6) YOU- I'm obsessed with your thoughts and feelings on my thoughts and feelings and if your reading my blog you know I'm definitely reading yours.

7)Sex- Not like a porn obsession... just sex and how amazing it can be... what emotions it evokes in people talking about it and the action itself.

So tell me 5 things your obsessed with.

Thirsty Thursday-Literally

I woke up this morning around 3am dying of thirst, I don't know what it was but i was parched. so (imagine this) i jumped my naked body out of the bed (eh i sleep butter ball yes)... ran to the kitchen(yes naked) and got a bottle water... drank 3/4Th's of it (like a naked gatorade commercial) before i returned to the bed which really isn't that far (about twenty paces)... lay back down about two hours later i wake back up at ten minutes till my alarm (damn im early)really having to pee... so i get up i start using the bathroom at 3 minutes till my alarm... 3 minutes later my alarm is going off and I'm still peeing(O wow) ... All the guys might understand this but the women unless you live with a man you wont understand the morning pee, it's like the toilet is thirsty...

Clause->

Sleeping nude is the most comfortable way to sleep

no midnight wedge, no problems with morning wood, just freedom

try it one day you'll never wear clothes to bed again... promise

->End clause

inner conversation

Hey...

I'm good and you...

Thats good...

Yea im having trouble restraining my creative mind...

Huh? What did you say?

O because i feel like you need to know me better...

Haha of course you would say that your one of my followers...

Yea but i needed to collect my thoughts a little anyway...

So what do you think about that?

Me

You know what I'm not gonna talk about me in this post...
I'm just going to talk to you...
I'm..
attempting to remain on me but damn it's getting hard...
You know what?
This is difficult...
because...
because deep down inside i speak in rhyme...
yeah i know...
huh?
Say that again...
O yea well i just regurgitate thoughts whether their fragmented or not... i don't care...
I mean yea it's talent but really how many people you know that really understand a creative mind...
exactly...

So it traps me on a road of endless nothingness...

with none the less

me

who else

like the desert drying out from loneliness

Well whatchu think Wednesday?

I've come up with this idea to do something different on wednesdays... I need advice often but i'm normally the person giving advice so i dont get it from my peers. I just going to set up a situation... Here's the first entry of whatchu think wednesday.

Eh.. so... i... uhh... got a new house yesterday... yes thank you thank you but... in the mist of my excitement i locked my keys in my car... so my dumb ass has to walk all the way back to my rental property get my phone call pop a lock and get my keys for a fee of 55 bucks damn i need a spare which that in it self is gonna cost $110 me...That's what i paid in pop a lock fees so far. so it maybe a good investment.

Well whatchu you think?

Touch me Tuesday -The T.O. Show

The first T.O. show came on last night and I'm kind of excited cause as of right now i know every member of the starring cast, T.O. We met at a party he had in Atlanta at my best friends lounge this was before he signed with Philly... Monique- Don't really know her that well but i met her when i was in LA. Kita- My best friends older sister Kita is basically like one of my sisters... O and there was a special Cameo from one of my other good friends Jules she's a real estate agent in LA but she's also a model i met her through Kita's sister... I text her last night as i watched the show like "o wow hot tub scene with T.O.?" she said "ha ha what time zone you in?" i said "east you know that"... she was like "haha yea JAG how did i look?" ,"i was like you looked good!" ,"I thought i might look fat." "na you looked good. congrats"... "Thanks Jag","You know i got your back"... So if you get a chance to watch the T.O. show on VH1 Mondays 10pm... please do... it's gonna be a good reality show... I'm not just saying that cause i know everybody I'm saying it cause its not like a Chance of love show or 7 strangers show ... there's no catch besides seeing one of the most scrutinized athletes up close and personal.

Check it out.

Minute made monday's "Motivation"

Motivation anyone? if you got it can i borrow it?

Yeah you read correctly Mr. Jag has flat lined in the motivation category... not necessarily total motivation just a little... just enough to be stagnant which i despise... if any of y'all are anything like me i hate standing still... i never had a problem with sitting still as a kid as a matter of fact i didn't have very many kids to play with in my hood so i used to play by myself in the dirt in the middle of the hood until i got my first bike and shortly after started playing football.... but since I've been categorized and an adult(kid at heart) i think Ive acquired A.D.D. not in the sense that i have problems concentrating or listening but in the sense i don't like sitting still... I don't like monotony I like for things to change... I get bored easily... not in personally relationship because people are funny and emotions are interesting but just tasks mundane and frugal ones at that. Maybe i don't need motivation maybe i need counseling... either way it's time for change... Along with that i learned something about myself this weekend. I took a trip to the Eastern country side of Kentucky and i spent my weekend in the country... when i say country I'm mean the nearest Walmart is in a neighboring town... yeah exactly... but OK so i have this tendency to get cabin fever.. and cabin fever is an idiomatic term for a claustrophobic reaction that takes place when a person or group is isolated and/or shut in, for an extended period. Symptoms include restlessness, irritability, forgetfulness, laughter, and excessive sleeping. I feel like a caged animal when I'm shut in. Especially when both my phones had little to no service... i destroyed my brick break high score... i couldn't pick up any one's wireless service on my computer... no physical activities to do all the yard work was done... no gym... no means to release my energy... shew... you know what? I held it together... a year ago in that same environment i might have taped all the pillows in the house together and made a punching, kicking, wrestling, dummy to destroy... i would have paced the house till i rubbed holes in my socks...thought of some in genius invention and tried to make it with household items...pause... now the thing is i always write something creative in those environments but since I'm on a ten day creative relief i just have to store those things in the back of my mind until Friday then i might go hard for 30 days straight poems and stories...

OK SO... I need motivation right? What do you think?

5th element

Day 5 of all true stories, not ner creative piece i am convulsing over here i feel numb like Ive been watching CNN all day... actually i have... have you ever watched more than an hour of CNN and had a major attitude change... some of the things the people say on the panels and some of the host are just so biased that it's frustrating... I see why the elderly get Mean World Syndrome... watching that crap can make you think life is shitty...

i digress... So i change the channel and it falls on the 5Th element this exact scene...lol

I think I'm as fly as Rudy rap...what do you think?



yea me neither but hey... do you think this started "metrosexual -ism"? Cause he sure ain't gay but his walk is "runway ish"... "female like"... "lenox mall"(atl term)...

Just inappropriate...

Have you ever been in the middle of a conversation or even approach a conversation with a plan of what you're going to say how you going to say and things just don't go as planned... We'll i think I'm notorious for... "WHEN KEEPING IT REAL GOES WRONG"... cause i very seldom if any bite my tongue... What i think is what i say for the most part and the people that really know me know that i think first then i speak but my answer normally is devils advocate mixed with a sarcasm, with a splash of amazingness, and truth without regard of feelings... I dont feel like im rude im just raw...

Ex. A friend(majority females do this) fishing for compliments: "i like my shirt but i dont think it looks all that hot on me what do you think?"

Jag's Answer: You could wear anything just not that shirt. (am i wrong)

Ex> A guy friend Jag's I'm really digging this chick what you think about her?

Jag's Answer: I dunno man she seems like a princess (aka spoiled bitch)... guys never take your advice at first cause they gotta have sex with them but two weeks to a month later their back screaming this bitch is crazy ( am i wrong)

Ex. A female friend says this guy is so nice he does this he does that he's just perfect... he's blah blah blah....

Jag's answer: Slap!!! woman get real even i ain't that good and I'm the best man you know.... (am i wrong) (background) With my certified license to reading people i understand that the first week of dating.. there are these facades their what i call "stand In's" he's johnny perfect and she's Betty donowrong... and you'll hear "Me too" ."I keep it real", "i just aim to please", " I've never done that"...blah blah blah...

No one really keeps it straight to the point... raw and uncut... there are feelings and emotions we all like to spare. I spare when needed but i would rather be JUST INAPPROPRIATE... what about you?

Sucessful mindset

So... I'm in a little rut right now mentally I'm bored and unsatisfied...and i need encouragement... i had to find something to change my train of thought and this is something i found in old notes from high school...

My Successful mindset

Physically( Playing sport/ working out)
Mentally (Developing the mind)
Spiritually(Getting to know God more each day)
Socially(Building relationships and developing lasting friends)
Financially( Being financially responsible)
Family(Love all of your family all of your life unconditionally)
they know that it is not the result of accident... or chance or good fortune... or fate, but is built day by day by day one page at a time.

As I develop a successful life, I will also learn how to gain mastery of myself and knowledge of how to handle obstacles that will arise all of my life between me and my efforts to reach goals. In my successful life, I learn each day... how to prevent or stop the development of negative emotions... How to control my thinking, attitude, and habits.

People who learn how to establish goals, with a disregard of obstacles, and set their sights on achieving them...SUCCEED!!

Whatever you vividly... ardently desire...sincerely believe... and enthusiastically act upon must inevitably come to pass.

Change you mind im changing mine

Touch me Tuesday- Truth be told

"Truth be told"

So my best friend (The Chief) called me yesterday and he's venting about his new lady friend. They've been dating for about 6 months i think... don't quote me but i think 6. They've been living together for about 3 months....Pause...
OK before i start this story let me give you history when i lived in Atlanta he and i were roommates along with another guy. We lived in a 5 bedroom house immaculate on the outside and very player on the inside you know leather couches big screen, XL beds etc... it was very useful for off campus get aways, slumber parties, and crazy house parties with alcohol. Needless to say we called ourselves the "no goods" I was straight out of college two degrees ready for grad school, he was just starting Law school and our other roommate was a blue collar worker who was from Cali in undergrad and loved Mary Jane. The "no goods"- Tha chief(he had to be in control) theme song "Yeah" -Usher feat Lil Jon, Tha champ(never lost a fight or argument) theme song Get it wet-"Twista"(that's me ), and Solo (always separated himself some how)theme song By myself-Ying Yang twins. There was a point in time where groups of women came through our house in shifts... when one group left 20 minutes later another would show up. Back then it seemed cool and pimp like cause we had our choice of three or more fine women cause in Atlanta the ratio back then was like 15-1 now it's like 30-1 that's ridiculous. I digress... but now Tha chief and i have major trust complex but i honestly think we put that on ourselves...OK back to the story...so tha Chief calls me cause i changed my status on facebook from nothing to married... and i did it because i have 995 friends on there and i wanted to ruffle a few feathers to see reactions... i got a few... when this happen? why wasn't i invited? who, what, and whens? Just general meddling. Then he called...and said "Nicca, I'll kill you if you get married without letting me know!!!" "Yea i know and you know if i was getting married you'd be the second to know after me". "O ok!!! Man!!! let me ask you a question..." (this is when he ask a question and doesn't really want the answer just wants to vent so...)"What's up?"... "You know I'm a nice guy and i cook an clean and take care of my women..." "Yeah you always have done all that." "Well this bitch don't appreciate that she's selfish as hell...this bitch is acting real disrespectful you know she left a note in my pants saying i was a loser/ no good ass nicca...","DAMN WHAT? What did you do man?" "I didn't do shit...she been acting real funny the last few months..." (I know him well and i can tell in his voice something happen and that's why she's acting funny so i press for answers...) "So what happen man.. women don't just act crazy unless their hormones are out of whack or they just light skinned...and she's brown"
(yes i think all light skin women are crazy including my mom) Anyway so long story short she got preg lost it and they ain't having sex... OK so he's livid about this... (Honestly i would be too) "She should be giving me ASS, CASH, OR GAS and I'm getting not-ner-one of them... I pay all the bills she don't do shit she thinks cause she beautiful I'm suppose to just kiss her ass with nothing in return...bitch please... Jag tha champ, my brother from another mother ,what should i do?" In an attempt to be a good friend what do you think i said?


A)Yep, kick her out you can do bad by yourself...
B) Aw man that sucks she just hurt she'll come around...
C) I think you should tell her what you want...
D) All of the above
Touch me Tuesday-truth be told

Minute maid Monday

I start this week hot shower...
hot steamed body...
fresh shave...
ready for the party(not)...
now fresh out of the shower with my feet firmly planted...
i gather my things but I'm still bared handed...
during my commute to work i wonder where i landed ....
of all the mysteries of this here planet...
Not the earth but JaG's Planet...
it may sound weird but one day you'll understand it...
I'm starting the Journeys of Jag today...
for two weeks nothing but true stories...
very candid...
let's see if i can stand it...

So historically on my blog i have written very few fact based post. I like to write about my dreams, my feelings, women, love, sex and i like to express them creatively. I've always thought it was harder to judge someones creative creativity because it normally comes from their heart or imagination. That may be the reason i write like i do...Well, I said that because once again i plan on changing the manner i write. i am going to attempt to write solid factual post for two whole weeks or 10 business days. This is will be a release session for me but i really would love solid feedback...

"We know the truth, not only by the reason, but also by the heart."(Blaise Pascal)

It's just a kiss...Nsfw (Not suited for work)

N. s. f. w. (Not suited for work)

Shhhhh....

Close your eyes and lay back...

As she lays back i slowly remove the rest of her clothing from her body...

Leaving her heels on...

Her legs are so soft that i don't wanna take my hands off them...

As i get her Lacy boy shorts off i walk my finger tips up her thighs...

She shivers in excitement...

Still in the kneeling position i kiss her shin...

Lightly grazing my tongue up her smooth leg to her knee...

softly kiss her knee and continue up her leg...

she moans in delight as i reach the v in her waist with a soft nibble...

hands and tongue moving at the same time i caress her body...

tongue across the waistline...

semi counter clock wise circles with fingertips on her supple breast...

slowly down the inside of the opposite thigh with my tongue...

hands gently outlining her hourglass figure..

a slight flick of the tongue...

her hips raise almost a foot off the bed...

the veins in her neck pulsate...

her breathing gets deeper...

her moaning gets louder...

my hands join my tongue...

her hips begin to rotate...

she grabs my head...

her back is off the bed...

legs contracting...

she losing control...

shaking lightly at first...

then she erupts into a convulsion...

her breathing subsides...

her body goes limp...

i slowing withdraw...

return to a kneel...

Put her clothes on...

kiss her cheek...

whisper in her ear it's just a kiss...

I Leave.

Wednesdays War-The gift and the Curse

So i have these problems but honestly i don't know if they're problems ... i think they're gifts but they seems to be curses... #1 See i have this innate ability to bring emotions in people out... example: One of my best friends in the whole world had never been able to speak her heart to anyone when she's frustrated about something no one would ever know, when she feels bad about something no one would never know when she doesn't like something or someone no one would ever know... and some how she manages to be the most cheerful, loving, easy going, person i know (lack of stress)... but not to long ago i asked why... and when i ask why i mean i ask WHY to the Nth degree... "Why cant you express yourself what makes speaking your heart so difficult...?" I haven't ever bitten my tongue for anyone, i don't beat around the bush, and i definitely don't lead people to believe one thing and it's really another.... I guess cause i despise fakeness and fake people. And at first she was like i don't know!!! i don't know!!! but i wouldn't let up SO she broke down being that I'm her best friend it wasn't hard for her to express herself to me. Now she's brand new (kind of bitchy) but hey she's keeping it real... (gift or curse)

#2 To me what you say means a lot... I'm a words person i understand words very well I'm a listener.. I'm attentive even when I'm not engaged I'm listening and watching interactions around me (people watcher)... example You say well jag I feel like this but you mean you feel like that and the way you said it is as if you mean it like this so i take it like this and not like that and you get mad... SAY WHAT YOU MEAN AND MEAN WHAT YOU SAY... (gift or curse?)

I digress, as i said before i always ask why? Because to me there's a reason for everything...(gift or curse?)

Another problem i have is with Hypothetical questions and statements (IF questions)i tend to hypothetically answer them and it seems to make people upset. (if... if... was a fifth we'd all be drunk) exxxxample... planning a trip (scenario) IF I would have remembered then we could have went there...my response... "Well you didn't so what are we doing???" In that sentence I'm not being a smart ass I'm just saying we can only go with what is real not Hypothetical... (gift or curse?)

Do you think these are gifts or curses?
Or am i just an asshole

Touch me Touch you Tuesday art of connection (repost)

From the moment i laid eyes on her i knew she was perfect for me. The depths at which i could see her soul was deeper than any other woman I've ever met. She'd speak and I'd shiver. She'd stare and I'd immediately shy. Not only was she beautiful on the outside but here spirit was strong, caring, loving, and beautiful also at the same time....these are just moments of madness in my mind...I'm sitting on the bed as she walks in the bedroom with her satin nightie and seductively pushes me back on the bed as i fall backwards my mind wonders off. It felt like i was watch a love scene in a movie. She began to kiss me, i could feel her heart pound through every motion with her tongue she slowly moved to my right ear and asked "do you like that baby?" yes, i love it i replied as she moved from my neck to my chest i could feel her hand caress my thighs. Her hands and her head met in the same position on my body at the same time she began to suck slowly on my love using her hand to guide her. I didn't want to enjoy this to much so i reach down and pull her up for a kiss right before she kissed me she says... "I want you to make love to me"and it sent chills through my body so i immediately lean up and kissed her. We switched positions gracefully i could really sense the passion in the air it just felt so right so beautiful, so emotional as i put my love in i felt her body relax and her heart skip a beat...we danced this dance all night long changing positions share words of passion... even though this was the first time we had ever made love it was far better than any other sexual experience I've had the passion, the emotion, and i can say we mastered the art of connection.....

'Athazagoraphobia"

ssssssooooo i think this is the real reason i started this blog

"Athazagoraphobia"- Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.

Yeah... yeah... yeah... i know that knowing the problem is half the battle but I've come to the conclusion that this is a major war not a battle and my down fall is I've paired that the fear of being alone O gosh... Yeah you can make that face again...

i absolutely hate being ignored and sometimes I'm not even being ignored i just have a major issue with longquiettimespansnomusicalone i think its called Solitaire....People say Patience is a virtue and i agree cause i have patience actually i have lots of patience... example people cut me off on the E-way (expressway) and i don't flip out even though i wanna play bumper cars with them or see if they know sign language ya know.... i dunno it's just weird... I don't know if i got a twin out there somewhere or something but i feel real abandon when i text someone, bbm someone, email someone, or call someone and i don't get a response back.. example like hey i like your new profile picture <- me sending text-> yeah thanks <-then returning the message-> so hows your day<-me sending text three seconds later->_____________<- them not responding .... am i crazy or should there be a OK but I'm busy notification right there... lol... i dunno maybe I'm just weird.

So i said that to say this i talk to myself when there is no one to talk to... but i do it on here.. does that make me crazy?

Minute maid monday

Message made in a minute
60 seconds
made for seconds
time after time after
time again
we know when we start
but when do we end?
live life to the fullest
cherish your moments
try to have mo'
know what it meant
lead a movement
keep it moving
travel all you can
keep a good contact with a high power
never ever let never get in the way get better
this is a test so do your best
GO

Tribute to Dave Chapelle

Be sure to watch the credits

Thirsty thursday

On the bed

candles lit

eyes closed

deep breathing

body's moving

fist clinched

sheets wrinkle

wall knocking

loud moaning

um ah

yeas O's

up down

in out

this way that way

sweat

slower

smoother

easier

sweeter

feel it

deeper

faster

stronger

hard

harder

harder

shaking

pulsing

vibrating

convulsing

quaking

limber

euphoria

limp

loving

leap

sleep

Wednesdays WAR

As i wake up refreshed from a amazing nights sleep i realize my mind is still in dream mode, it's not like that daze you fall into when you are day dreaming this was a full on dream while i was wide awake... So my man's morning starts like this... Yawn! Hit the Alarm! Wipe the sleep from ones eyes... sit up... say morning prayer... I sleep naked so grab the Raphael Lauren man towel with Velcro around the waist... stand up stretch... and proceed to the bathroom... once in the bathroom fight with morning wood to aim and shoot... about what seems like ten minutes later shake and flush... Two steps to the right.... mirror... Aw you look amazing sarcasm to self... wash hands... splash face warm water...get the neutrogena left corner of the sink proceed to wash face... 2-5 minutes later dab face dry... grab toothbrush right corner of the sink in metallic holder... always pre brush teeth this is just a water brush to get all the nightly flavors out... then add tooth paste normally it's a wintry mint plus white with cavity control...5 minutes later rinse and spit.... mirror... Now that's what I'm talking about... proceed to dresser grab under garments I don't own tightie whiteys so boxers or boxer briefs if I'm feeling myself...socks and wife beater( A-shirt) check... proceed to closet... clothes are preplanned 3 fits ready and ironed so no time is wasted in the morning... if attitude is different in the morning clothes are different... mirror... o yeah big cheesy smile if I'm feeling myself... if not just a wassup head nod...

But this morning was different... it kind of went like this... french horns in the distance... morning sir(British accent) the CEO of my company says to me... Morning.. he claps...clap clap... and all of a sudden Jillz, Sydni, Mich and Kat come out of nowhere to escort me to the bathroom... O wow...proceed...man towel applied "no hands"... clap clap... shake and flush "no hands"... this time i took a shower in the morning which i rarely do but... clap clap... the royal penis is clean your highness...Um WOW that was refreshing... clothes applied now no hands... kisses, humps, and hugs thank you ladies i greatly appre..ciate... check mirror... and then

snapped out of it back to reality... smh...UM... Wednesdays war... dreaming about these ladies so not cool... sorry ladies but Jamie said blame it on the alcohol sooooo let's just forget about this:
WEDNESDAYS WAR

Touch me Tuesday aka the Poet

I just left Starbucks carrying my Chai latte` in my right hand and my manual script in the other. And she comes screaming down the side walk knocks everything out of my hands. My Latte` flies at least two feet in the air (slow motion) and falls lid down on top of my manual Script... Ugh! NO! Damn it! was the only thing that came out of my mouth while i was watching my book i just worked on for three years get destroyed. As she turns around to come back to help me pick up my things i noticed her hazel eyes and this beautiful tattoo around the nape of her neck... i couldn't make out what it said but it seemed to be in Latin. I'm so sorry she said and she kneels down to help me pick up all the wet scattered pages of my Manual script. "It's OK" i said knowing deep down i wanted to say what the hell were you thinking. After we picked up the paper we stood together and she began to explain to me what happen but when she start talking i stood there utterly in amazement because she spoke rhythmically and poetic i think she kind of put me in a trance because i don't remember any of her story so i just said "O it seems like you meant"...and then i said something about her chasing some guy in the taxi.... she cut me off and said "well... nice response buuuuttt.... that had nothing to do with a guy... at all. lmao.uh... but nice try... hahaha i like it tho." and she proceeded to walk off as she walked away i felt my jaw drop and my heart fall through the sidewalk... she was so fine i couldn't even ask her for her name or to read my now wet manual script. Guess what happen next? NOTHING!!!

Mental workout! What's next?

Mind sore from a mental workout
thoughts strong and kinks needing to be jerked out
with exploration in mind need to search out
out search everyone else and get the murk out
reach out teach about the works and how it hurts
ouch
wow speechless crowd
growing smaller
just enough room on the couch
a little longer
for us to speak less
either that or preach lessons
neither nor see that's blessings
not what i expected
cry flames for a second
what's next then

I take a deep breath for therapeutic exercise

feel my heat come watch me rise

normally I'm mild mannered cool calm and collected

but you know who is looking to be respected

I try to keep my composure but its getting heck tic

i try to gain some ca-closure but its getting heck tic

what's next?

Project Specimen

OK so as you all know i no longer play arena football and for the last 3 weeks I've been lazy as hell. Not exercising not eating right not doing what i would do if i were playing the game i love... but as of today this all will change... I'm starting PROJECT SPECIMEN... I'm putting myself on a workout regimen and diet it's only gonna last six weeks but by the end of this six weeks i should be a SPECIMEN fit for breeding purposes...

Body for life

Mental massage mission simon says

As a kid i used to love the game Simon says and I'd like to play... pay attention...

Only 1 rule once you start you can't stop read at your own risk!!! Just kidding.

As you follow along reading each word...
Getting a better understand of the truths within my brain...
Take a deep breath...
Smile...
Now say "whew that was good"... (mental orgasm)...
Next i would like you to look to your right...
Then look to your left...
Shrug your shoulders and wavy...(Hi I'm waving back)...
Pause...
If you have not done this yet start over and do it i promise you'll feel better...
If you have don't worry about the people in your office looking at you they'll wavy back....
Now close your eyes count to ten....
Tell me in the comment section did you feel it..
Mental massage...

Art of Connection part 2

I get off the plane and there she stood with a sign with my name on it hearts and flowers (you know in high school bubble letters)waiting on me... the whole plane trip i was anxiously awaiting my first encounter with her we talked over text, email, IM, but never in person. I'm nervous... shit i should be she beautiful,intelligent and an all around good person. I digress... So i walk up to her drop my bags and give her a great big hug, one of those hugs that's more like an embrace...you know.. i wanna feel your soul next to mine type. She kind of moaned in my ear and says "You smell good" , Thank you so do you i reply as i thought to myself... Damn she's even finer in person... and her freckles were so cute i just wanted to lick her face...

OK, so I get my things in her car and she says "You are in my town now i have a whole weekend planned and it's starts with dinner right now. We get back to her condo and she cooks up this amazing meal O my was it delicious and it was like 4 courses with desert...

So after we ate she says lets take a long walk and discuss life, love, and the pursuit of happiness. She was very intriguing, and driven i could not take my focus off her as we walked through the moonlight.

As we make it back to the condo i stop her at the doorstep in mid sentence and kiss her passionately are tongues dance a slow sexy dance. When i pull away she says Ooh and i kiss her neck and say in her ear" I've been waiting on this moment this whole trip my chance to touch you. Our chance to connect deeper than ever then she grabs my shirt pulls me in and kisses me again. She unlocks the door while we kiss. Her moans are beginning to turn me on. We fumble through the condo connected at the lips until we get to the bedroom. She starts to say something and... Shhhh lay back relax she leaned back on the bed i hover over her body, kiss her forehead then, the bridge of her nose as soon as she cracked a smile i kissed her cheeks then her chin and then... and then...

Basic Instinct

Inspired by Ms. Downlow

As the clock strikes for the 4Th time i realize our time is up...

She gather her stuff as i tried to get the bed made up...

What were we thinking ,i guess we weren't...

Temptation was strong, lesson learned...

Around her i felt freaky and o so strong...

the sex is always good but i know it's wrong...

but you only live once, i cant waste time...

and I'm catching feelings but she ain't mine...

what shall i do what should i say...

Nothing not at all not today...

she's not my wife she's just for play...

Hell, she has a husband anyway...

As we kiss goodbye, she leaves the plane

My basic Instinct says pull her back...

let's do it again...

Honest scrap Award... The truth it is...

OK so i got this award from My BOY BLU... Blu flame blvd...
and it requires me to list 10 truths about me so HERE WE GO....

1. I'm addicted to One tree Hill (No homo)

2. I am still cordial with 90% of my girl friends may not talk but we're still cordial. (I'm a nice guy)

3. I have seven sisters and no brothers (way too much estrogen)

4. I'm a member of Iota Phi Theta Fraternity Incorporated (OW-OW)

5. I'm signed to FYRE ENT. independent record label (yes i rap/produce/and love music too)

6. I'm an assistant football coach at a high in my town. (I also have two state titles with them, Hail Lexington Catholic)

7. I played arena football for the Lexington Horsemen now the Kentucky Horsemen Just retired this year two weeks ago( sad face).

8. I'm OCD with my candy i have to separate them by color like skittles or star burst or sweet tarts even M & M's and i eat them in order by number largest to smallest until they all equal 1 then i eat them one at a time favorite color last. (shhhh i know)

9. I'm Pigeon toed and slightly bow legged ( people used to make fun of the way i walk when i was younger before it became cool in high school)

10. My weaknesses are women with Light colored eyes(blue, green, almond, hazel) and freckles...i absolutely love freckles. Movies that are suspenseful... and Amazing Sex!!!

Touch me tuesday aka The follower

I guess you can call her a pen pal or a listener or better yet a follower... yeah that's what I'll call her a follower so interesting she is, so sexy she is, so educated she is, so perfect damn it!! Did i think that out loud? The truth of the matter is I'm infatuated with her words... yea i said her words i can't go a day without wonder what she is going to say, how will she say it, will it finally be me she talks about. It never is but I'm never disappointed she strokes my conscious, imagination, and emotions with every word. i know your saying does she know this... HELL NO!!! and with your help she'll never know as long as you keep your mouth shut we (you and i) will be just fine. Enough of this stuff let me tell you what happen.

OK so I began writing on this blog thingy(it was random long story) i was just writing to get thoughts out of my head and into the creative air for others to experience. I was relieving a lot of built up creativity in my heart. Not really worried if anyone read it. Then i get my first comment and boom I'm addicted to what people think. It's like i wanna know, i need to know, i need reactions, and interactions... but i only had one comment how could i be so attention needy after one comment... see the comment went like this...

with each breath of every day
you make a mark in this world in a unique way
your steps make a path for others to follow
because what you did yesterday might better someones tomorrow
so take charge and take heed
you have a purpose a calling
what you have someone will need
don't worry about the future or what you do not know
just come into your own and blessings grow

Okay... i know... i know... powerful stuff (that right thurr) could make you want more right? Ok so i soaked that up and what do you think happen next?
Exactly!!! Nothing...

Have you ever?

Have you ever...

wondered what im like

Have you ever...

met me in real life

Have you ever...

thought i would be trife

Have you ever...

thought about me... how nice?

Have you ever....

thought about me after you took a shower

Have you ever...

wanted to lay with me longer than an hour

Have you ever...

envisioned me in the cut out of your future lover

Have you ever...

wonder what I'm like undercovers

Have you ever...

dreamed a dream so real that all details make you get chills

Have you ever...

wondered what i wonder

Have you ever...

wanted to touch

Have you ever....

wanted to f----

Well have you?