Desymber 2.0

If you haven't read december go back a few days and catch your self up on what happen before this point...

"Dont tell her i told you that she's kind of bashful..." "Ok no probem man but she said she was gonna joining us but where is she?" As soon as i said that she says "I'm right here baby," in my ear sending chills down my spine "Damn, you move quitely with them heels on." "Ha ha you silly Jag are we gonna dance or what," she ask in a demanding but sexy tone. "Of course we are tell the dj to play something long and slow then come back and get me." Six minutes later she taps me on the shoulder and says "You got about ten seconds to get up and dance with me".As we make our way to the dance floor this song comes on...

as we dance she's whispering in my ear. "I love the way you move i wish we were all alone right i would do some naughty things to you when Anton showed me your picture i knew immediately i wanted you and i want you even more now that we have danced"

December-Desymber

The night i met Desymber(pronounced December) was crazy. The night began with the 2 S's shave and shower. I was so excited about the reuniting with old an old friend but i was oblivious to the environment i was entering into. I walked into the front door of what i thought was a business district condo building rudely awakened, i stepped directly into a diff

erent world flashing lights, half naked extra friendly women and loud music... o wow!!! hummmm? where am i? Excuse me sir a professional voice says to the right of me as i stand mesmorized? Yes i say as i snap out of my trans. Only to turn to this woman ---> stunned by her obvious elegant and striking beauty... so she speaks i listen she says my friend was waiting on me at the bar, and before i could ask she said yes she would be joining us... Follow me she said as she stood from her seat with a winter white pencil skirt with big black belt and some black stilettos with straps and buckles yeah i was checking her out... "Here you go", Jag. "Thanks i replied but she was already across the room ... As i sat down the bartender sat a drink down in front of me it looks like my drink of choice... What's up man!!! My best friend Anton said as he stood to shake my hand. Not much man but who is....? O that's my home girl Desymber she saw pictures of you and thought u were cute so i wanted y'all to meet but don't tell her i told u that she's kind of bashful...

Minute made monday's "Motivation"

Motivation anyone? if you got it can i borrow it?

Yeah you read correctly Mr. Jag has flat lined in the motivation category... not necessarily total motivation just a little... just enough to be stagnant which i despise... if any of y'all are anything like me i hate standing still... i never had a problem with sitting still as a kid as a matter of fact i didn't have very many kids to play with in my hood so i used to play by myself in the dirt in the middle of the hood until i got my first bike and shortly after started playing football.... but since I've been categorized and an adult(kid at heart) i think Ive acquired A.D.D. not in the sense that i have problems concentrating or listening but in the sense i don't like sitting still... I don't like monotony I like for things to change... I get bored easily... not in personally relationship because people are funny and emotions are interesting but just tasks mundane and frugal ones at that. Maybe i don't need motivation maybe i need counseling... either way it's time for change... Along with that i learned something about myself this weekend. I took a trip to the Eastern country side of Kentucky and i spent my weekend in the country... when i say country I'm mean the nearest Walmart is in a neighboring town... yeah exactly... but OK so i have this tendency to get cabin fever.. and cabin fever is an idiomatic term for a claustrophobic reaction that takes place when a person or group is isolated and/or shut in, for an extended period. Symptoms include restlessness, irritability, forgetfulness, laughter, and excessive sleeping. I feel like a caged animal when I'm shut in. Especially when both my phones had little to no service... i destroyed my brick break high score... i couldn't pick up any one's wireless service on my computer... no physical activities to do all the yard work was done... no gym... no means to release my energy... shew... you know what? I held it together... a year ago in that same environment i might have taped all the pillows in the house together and made a punching, kicking, wrestling, dummy to destroy... i would have paced the house till i rubbed holes in my socks...thought of some in genius invention and tried to make it with household items...pause... now the thing is i always write something creative in those environments but since I'm on a ten day creative relief i just have to store those things in the back of my mind until Friday then i might go hard for 30 days straight poems and stories...

OK SO... I need motivation right? What do you think?