Monday, July 6, 2009

'Athazagoraphobia"

ssssssooooo i think this is the real reason i started this blog

"Athazagoraphobia"- Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.

Yeah... yeah... yeah... i know that knowing the problem is half the battle but I've come to the conclusion that this is a major war not a battle and my down fall is I've paired that the fear of being alone O gosh... Yeah you can make that face again...

i absolutely hate being ignored and sometimes I'm not even being ignored i just have a major issue with longquiettimespansnomusicalone i think its called Solitaire....People say Patience is a virtue and i agree cause i have patience actually i have lots of patience... example people cut me off on the E-way (expressway) and i don't flip out even though i wanna play bumper cars with them or see if they know sign language ya know.... i dunno it's just weird... I don't know if i got a twin out there somewhere or something but i feel real abandon when i text someone, bbm someone, email someone, or call someone and i don't get a response back.. example like hey i like your new profile picture <- me sending text-> yeah thanks <-then returning the message-> so hows your day<-me sending text three seconds later->_____________<- them not responding .... am i crazy or should there be a OK but I'm busy notification right there... lol... i dunno maybe I'm just weird.

So i said that to say this i talk to myself when there is no one to talk to... but i do it on here.. does that make me crazy?

3 comments:

Jillian said...

*giving you the blank face*

Organic Meatbag said...

I can relate to what you're saying...I mean really, all of the social networking sites such as blogger, twitter, facebook, myspace, etc...it's all just really a way for people to feel connected, and the thought can be "Wow, all of those people out there and nobody will say anything to me!"...
I don't think anybody joins any of these sites without feeling the need to connect and be acknowledged...so in short, no, you;re not crazy!

Katlynne/Ms. Downlow said...

Hey JaG,

I'm the same way...such an attention monger...like when you emailed me a question, I emailed you back...but you never emailed me again...

Oh well, thanks for commenting on Sexy's latest ploy though. He really is trippin'