99th post

Im one post from a hundred damn i've been on some writing frensy...
well we'll see how this goes down.

O face!!!!

O... i often wonder

If... i often hunger

just for the thirst... under

more for the burst... under

this may be my curse... under

what may be the worst hunger

i long for the first bite

of the gift...right?

the gift gave great guarantee

that lonely i'll never be

but it takes a moment

to get to that moment

more mind less movement

I meant more or less move minds

and interwine with hunger

mine my mind

and find thoughts

of you and i

lots of yesses

ohh's and ahh's

umm's and

O...

I often wonder...

Expectations!!! Go Away!!

(This is long)
JaG has to be the most hard to please man on earth... Let's see where do i begin? In college Jag was in love with this young lady they where together for three almost... four years, life was for the most part good they lived together, they had two cats, had a little family... JaG was close to graduating and she was only a semester behind... I think he intended on marrying this woman but didn't happen she told him she cheated and all his trust for people went out the window... JaG couldn't fathom loving someone that much ever again... so a few more relationship went by and JaG possibly never got all the way in (by that i mean he was still looking for better) so JaG was the cause of those break-ups...

JaG began to have expectations, HIGH EXPECTATIONS, VERY HIGH EXPECTATIONS... it seemed as if no one could live up to his standards... she had to have the intangibles, pretty eyes(no exceptions), freckles(maybe not but would be nice), pretty smile(definite), nice even body(always),Style(got have it), Class(manners and such)Driven and believes in God(speaks for itself), sense of humor(gotta laugh), Athletic(don't have to be all American but competitive yes), play video games( the Wii is fine), Surprisingly amazing sex or just amazing sex(everybody gotta stay pleased) so on and so forth...

Anyway... moving forward JaG was engaged but it didn't work out they had all kinds of outside forces( her parents, fake baby mom ma's) that hindered that...

then JaG dated the liar that broke off his engagement(a story for another day)... of course that didn't work she lied...

then JaG was alone for a while.. at this point he really narrowed down his options... JaG really had a list of all the things(all of the above plus some) he wanted in his head so Expectations may have been and understatement... but understand at this point JaG was getting kind of lonely... but JaG understood that he would find someone someday...

and he did but that didn't work cause he put some stupid ass disclaimer/expectations up that hindered her from just flowing and being herself so she left...

So we're to the now point... as you can see JaG has struggled to maintain an healthy adult relationship... his expectations have pretty much ruined all so i (Mr. Conscious) decide to make him drop all expectations and responsibilities and just love and let love. I came up with this idea after we finished reading this book called The Shack by William p. Young... it really hit home and JaG and i are learning all over again how to Love without conditions and expectations... now this is a task.... shew!!!

TOUCH ME TUESDAY

OK so I decided to do "Touch me Tuesday", cause Tuesday's the second day of the week not really special nothing specifically good about Tuesday like Monday Wednesday or Friday...

So here are the rules:

I'm going to write a sentence or two and you respond with a comment to add to the sentence on Wednesday i will post the full story we came up with. Sound good? I think so... the more creative minds the more interesting the story so pass the word.

SO here we go:

I woke up in a cold sweat in a dark room not really sure where i was. There was a unfamiliar amazingly beautiful woman laying next me the sheets on the bed were throw off and i don't remember one thing that happen.

So what happen? Touch me people!!!!