I am

This is not me this is I...
I...I am a heart breaker it's a habit i cant get rid of ...
i love them and leave them...
kiss them make them cry and i don't know why
but...I am never satisfied or never enough
but...I am doing all i can to win this gun fight
but ...I am the shooter bla bla ouch! So many doubt
but..I think they want me to surrender... I'm shot
but... I gotta live by all means necessary MAKE MY WAY...
thru this mind maze by the end of the night...
make Me say Goodness Gracious...
Things ain't always what they seem or cracked up to be!
I'm not that guy but... He is... stay with him, I love you
but... he'd love to love you more...i know...
he told me so...
My resume is full of hard falls and lone walks
but... his is full of triumph and success...
this ones for me to him about I...