Once again i abandon you guys but I'm back for the long haul now i need to finish the year strong... OK let's get on with it the topic for today is... lies.
rule#1 Man lie women lie numbers don't!!!
OK i know that's harsh..but tell me its not true...you'd be lying. Honestly, this is a big problem for me i once was a player... not a real player just never knew how to tell women no which in turn got me into lots of trouble with girlfriends and such ... after a little time alone i pledged never to hurt another women. From the age 23 i stop using my charm for my own selfish reasons and started using it to really find a soul mate. This turned out to make me a sceptic of all women i wanna know their true intentions from day one but it never works like that. I never truly trust them and i seem to run them away no matter how much i seem to like, love, or adore them. their history combined with my fear of that bitch named karma makes me the ultimate "never happy over critical boyfriend."
if u were me what would you do if you loved someone but couldn't trust them?
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Old Pain
Hey readers have you ever been hurt in such a way that you thought you would never let it go...
well here's a little story I'd like to tell...
From a distance i see the shore and i hope she's standing in the same place i left her... i rush to the bow of the boat to see if she was there... I scan the whole shore... run back to my room grab my bag and line up at the gate as the boat docks the shore. As the gate hits the dock i sprint to the shore and damn near falling as i trip over the curb i catch myself with my left hand and stand up straight looking for her... i run from one end of the dock to the other twice trying to make sure i didn't miss a spot... NO this cant be?! She's not her! she said she would be here when i got back i know it's been two years but she was well aware i was coming back today...
(fast forward two years later)
I've been home for 24 months bought a house, got a job, finished school, and still have seen her... she was my heart the only family i had, the one i expected to be there for me and she wasn't... i had spent the last 24 months alone and now i was finally ready to go out and have some fun... i debated long and hard whether to go out cause i knew deep down inside i would see her.
(Flash forward twenty minutes)
Sure enough as soon as i walk in the club there she stands ten feet from me at the bar... i turn around attempting to leave but then i see my reflection in the mirror "don't run like she did" convincing myself to turn around... I stroll across the club through the crowded dance floor and right up to her... Hi nice to see you again...
OK people this is the moment of where we either let our hearts pain go or release it... What would you do?
well here's a little story I'd like to tell...
From a distance i see the shore and i hope she's standing in the same place i left her... i rush to the bow of the boat to see if she was there... I scan the whole shore... run back to my room grab my bag and line up at the gate as the boat docks the shore. As the gate hits the dock i sprint to the shore and damn near falling as i trip over the curb i catch myself with my left hand and stand up straight looking for her... i run from one end of the dock to the other twice trying to make sure i didn't miss a spot... NO this cant be?! She's not her! she said she would be here when i got back i know it's been two years but she was well aware i was coming back today...
(fast forward two years later)
I've been home for 24 months bought a house, got a job, finished school, and still have seen her... she was my heart the only family i had, the one i expected to be there for me and she wasn't... i had spent the last 24 months alone and now i was finally ready to go out and have some fun... i debated long and hard whether to go out cause i knew deep down inside i would see her.
(Flash forward twenty minutes)
Sure enough as soon as i walk in the club there she stands ten feet from me at the bar... i turn around attempting to leave but then i see my reflection in the mirror "don't run like she did" convincing myself to turn around... I stroll across the club through the crowded dance floor and right up to her... Hi nice to see you again...
OK people this is the moment of where we either let our hearts pain go or release it... What would you do?
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
this guy named sam
i know this man
his name is Sam
he used to date this fine Lil thing
her name was Pam
now Pam was a diva in her own right
she had a sassy attitude and loved the nightlife
Sam and Pam were made for each other
he was a jock and she was a jersey lover
one day after practice Sam came home
and caught Pam in the bed with Tyrone
Sam knew Tyrone so he understood
Sam said it's cool y'all good
until Sam went in the bathroom and there stood James
Sam yelled i be damned and grabbed his gun
tried to shoot Pam but the shit got jammed
James hit Sam but it didn't knock him down
so Tyrone took a swing and missed everything
the commotion stopped when the doorbell ring
the person behind the door said "it's christin"
Pam opened the door Tyrone walked out
James did too...
Pam said what's all about?
Well..... Sam said.
No need to shout
Christin is my distant lover
Sooo u need to get out
then Pam punch Sam in the mouth
Sunday, October 4, 2009
FYRE ENT.
I have been slacking majorly on my blog but if you wanna know what i've been working on check us out.... www.fyreentertainment.com, also i need some feed back on what i should write about next so leave comments please.
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