Things change

Hey people it's me... Yeah, I know I've left you guys several times for long periods of time but I some how some way end up coming back for more. Maybe, it's the way no one really responds to me or  it's the fact that I can peacefully release the thoughts that are trapped without defending them or offending anyone and causing a ruckus. Well, whatever it is I am in need of this creative therapy right now... 

I tend to start a journey with a goal in sight 

I offend know exactly what to do but still I don't get it right 

It never ceases to amaze me... 

I tend to start things but also never finish 

I long for a partner to help me with this vice of mine 

Because I am a great starter but finishing I'm not too Divine 

This is my story this is my song 

I jump out in front but at the wire I just fail to hold on...

See I have a strong competitive nature so a daily challenge is what I need coupled with a few motivational words to keep me inspired is that to much to ask for?  Am I being unreasonable to ask for active motivation (meaning action along with words) from a significant other? Am I wrong for leaving if that request isn't met in a reasonable time frame?