Sometimes its so hard to have a positive attitude. If you've been where i am you understand how hard it is... My mind status says "It's taking more to smile than to frown" i feel like i might need botox by the end of this week.
I somehow have create this thing in my subconscious...
its kind of like I predict whats going to happen and 85% of the time I'm right and when I say I'm right I mean I'm "right on" like dolomite in the 70's.
Now I'm not saying I'm a psychic but shoot I'm must be channeling some kind of energy that makes everything just go just like I think it.
I know you asking what does this have to do with being positive?
Well I somehow know a lot of liars well maybe not liars just people who have a problem keeping it real and i can't deal with that. It's weird....
matter of fact let me just give you an example...
lets say you and i were more than just blog friends and i ask you what you did today...
and you tell me nothing but work...
my first thought is
(ok i know you worked but what did you do)
my second thought is
(thats not all you did so what did you do)
my third immediate thought is
(you probably talked to so and so and such and such about this and that)
so my next question to you is so ummm what happened today...
now at this moment my attitude has sort of changed because you've already given me the run around about what you did today...
am i wrong for wanting a full conversation rather than vague circular semi sentence?
I like depth maybe that's my problem, maybe me wanting to know is the reason i get negative feelings when i dont know.
So at this point after i ask a third time or even a fourth time with more specific details each time.... i ask like...
So did you talk to so and so? Or what did you eat for lunch or maybe even did you think about me today?
Then my thought is
(i dont even want to know now cause when i asked the first time you said nothing)
but now its this big long story about how you and so and so talked...
and ya'll planning a party and im not invited
WELL HELL
thats obvious...
Wooosssssaaaa
stay positive... Feel me?
I somehow have create this thing in my subconscious...
its kind of like I predict whats going to happen and 85% of the time I'm right and when I say I'm right I mean I'm "right on" like dolomite in the 70's.
Now I'm not saying I'm a psychic but shoot I'm must be channeling some kind of energy that makes everything just go just like I think it.
I know you asking what does this have to do with being positive?
Well I somehow know a lot of liars well maybe not liars just people who have a problem keeping it real and i can't deal with that. It's weird....
matter of fact let me just give you an example...
lets say you and i were more than just blog friends and i ask you what you did today...
and you tell me nothing but work...
my first thought is
(ok i know you worked but what did you do)
my second thought is
(thats not all you did so what did you do)
my third immediate thought is
(you probably talked to so and so and such and such about this and that)
so my next question to you is so ummm what happened today...
now at this moment my attitude has sort of changed because you've already given me the run around about what you did today...
am i wrong for wanting a full conversation rather than vague circular semi sentence?
I like depth maybe that's my problem, maybe me wanting to know is the reason i get negative feelings when i dont know.
So at this point after i ask a third time or even a fourth time with more specific details each time.... i ask like...
So did you talk to so and so? Or what did you eat for lunch or maybe even did you think about me today?
Then my thought is
(i dont even want to know now cause when i asked the first time you said nothing)
but now its this big long story about how you and so and so talked...
and ya'll planning a party and im not invited
WELL HELL
thats obvious...
Wooosssssaaaa
stay positive... Feel me?
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