Things change

Hey people it's me... Yeah, I know I've left you guys several times for long periods of time but I some how some way end up coming back for more. Maybe, it's the way no one really responds to me or  it's the fact that I can peacefully release the thoughts that are trapped without defending them or offending anyone and causing a ruckus. Well, whatever it is I am in need of this creative therapy right now... 

I tend to start a journey with a goal in sight 

I offend know exactly what to do but still I don't get it right 

It never ceases to amaze me... 

I tend to start things but also never finish 

I long for a partner to help me with this vice of mine 

Because I am a great starter but finishing I'm not too Divine 

This is my story this is my song 

I jump out in front but at the wire I just fail to hold on...

See I have a strong competitive nature so a daily challenge is what I need coupled with a few motivational words to keep me inspired is that to much to ask for?  Am I being unreasonable to ask for active motivation (meaning action along with words) from a significant other? Am I wrong for leaving if that request isn't met in a reasonable time frame? 

Love with one

Friends, Roman, country men, lend me your eardrum its another beautiful day in the neighborhood... Not really it's raining today the 28th day of April. Well its been a long time since I posted anything so I consciously decided to write and pray that you read. So the thoughts and feelings of the day are all about love. Ill jump right in... I could be wrong but I think it is possible to love and I do mean deeply love more than one. You see I believe God fills our cup with the protein we need... But our human counterparts whether it be male or female (no judgement from me to each is own) provide a different fulfillment again maybe I'm wrong I'll have to read my word to verify. There was a quote I read awhile back...like 15 years ago that went something like "All women have three men the one she loves, the one that loves her, and the one that takes care of her." I seem to believe there is some truth to that statement but what about men... Is it the same? I think not...See my theory is (we) men are greedy... And clearly aren't able to handle that much they buckle and lose all three due to their greedy, selfish behavior what do you think can YOU love more than one? Im only asking because I love you. 

Reunited

It's been a while but I'm back like reverse!! I am call all my former followers back I need your input on a topic. 

Love lost and found

<p>Not to long ago I had a long conversation with one of my homeboys... The Fellas know (but for the ladies) when guys get together drink and watch football, poker night, etc the only thing left to talk about after the game is over... Women and some how the question comes up... which one of your exs do you feel is the one you let get away? And unlike most guys I can remember everything about everyone of my exs even the short-termers,so I begin sputtering off these extravagant stories and of course my first epic failure was my college sweetheart she had more drive than tiger woods before the scandal and accomplished everything she set out to do... I saw it but was selfish...(long story short)  so I didn't give her enough attention she cheated ,I couldn't forgive, we broke up. Then there's "the squirter"she was cool but was a know-it-all no compromise = no team so we couldn't date...but I could have sucked it up. And lastly there was "ready-made" she had an already made family for me to walk into but for some reason my insecurity arose one stormy night and overbaked that cake. Have you ever lost love and actually got it back?