Yea,Well... Whatever

Yea, Well....Whatever

Do what you do but watch my shoes... ha ha... there's so so much i wanna say to you but you wouldn't understand even if you stood under it... it seems to you like I'm on some other shit but the truth of the matter I'm on some other shit.. I'm NOT ABOUT TO FAKE AND FRONT LIKE YOU THE SHIT when yous just another bitch... Hell... what do i look like stalking you and not going to the lake and fish... Yea yea yea... i know you love attention you can't get enough of it... you're shallow and the only thing we have is a sexual connection... You talk to much... I talk to little... you get on my nerves... i get on yours...You think I'm cold and heartless...You are cold and heartless... but on the other hand... man this is bullshit... i love the way you switch... You can't leave me now not in the middle of this... the source of my weakness is in Ur kiss... addicted to your ways of mischief and wits... You got me hooked now the fall is getting longer... my attraction is steady getting stronger... high is getting weaker... you got me acting like a geek er... smelling like a ten year old pair of ball sneaker... dazed and confused lost in the struggle... trying to hustle and bustle... i doubt you feel the same way about you ...cause you don't know... what you do... it's second nature to you... you do it easily... but you know what fuck that... Your not loving me the way i want you to so i had to run from you hit me with the 808 and save the heartbreak...

Snow fall....

OK so i have a deep disliking for the winter or better yet the snow even though it's so beautiful...and i have a few words that i would like to say about it....

Early this morning just the remains of a winter weather storm

travel to work was great even though with salt i was armed

sat down logged in and being my routine on the farm

pressed, starched, and slightly ironed

daydreams of dreams and summertime

senses keen to whats not seen

stand up to take a break

look out the peephole or what they call a window

torrential down pour

4 inches of snow

Out loud i scream Oh No!!!

Damn right I hate the snow

time for me to go

to the home stead

i head

with grace in the snow step out the car to walk to the house

Boom!!!

Ice hidden by snow almost busted my mouth

recovery was good no injuries slowly make my way

...in the house, on the floor, next to the fire place

watch the amazing race as the snow gets deep

and i pace...and i pace

waiting for

springs grace!!!

It seems like you meant this....

Well since gravity
didnt let you down i guess i did
what the phuck...you left me in the grey area hi,
i mean me looking for you
and you dazed, crazed, and without the why
are you high you cant drink our sorrows away
matter of fact the reason you have flem and fear is from that damn beer
I dont see why anyone wants to date you either.... but you're a good girlfriend
prolly the best i've ever had.... hahaha NOT
I know my sex is good
and in a few months you'll see nobody will lick you like i could
O so my moms is a bitch damn right the baddest bitch
but on the real you the bitch that why we aint shit
O so you sorry yea you sorry alright
That's the rest of this mess is just a plea of distress
I need not know you anymore yea we had
fun in the kitchen, in the bedroom on the floor
but im convinced you's a whore
and i raise my voice cause you don't listen maybe Baby face
was right i should have nothing else to say
you can be on the team but you may not play
suck it up
or be tough as you say....

3L Kronical Love, Lust, and Life

Let me paint a picture… club scene nice (me) up against last booth in the rounded room… light flickering, music thumping… the perfect atmosphere for an appearance… The DJ spinning jams worthy of dancing to and then she walks by beauty in slow motion… the only thing that comes out my mouth is "Hey, Ms. Williams"( what was I thinking) … and as usual she turns looks and keeps on walking… but it's ok this time I don't take it personal… as the night moves on and a few more drinks in her system she loosens up and starts to groove a little… all the while Im fighting off a white coworker in her whore outfit trying to rub up on me… wow, leave me alone "it's too hot" as I end that phrase the song comes on "I know you see it" I glance over and Ms. Williams as I make my way towards her making hand motions to dance or two step… she is three steps away and…. boom they stand up and the dance floor immediately gets crowded…attempt number one ruined. But it's ok. The two and a half hours in the club seems like a year. She grooved most of the night going under the radar, absolute unbothered by the battling dancer guys standing in front of her booth. Every time I thought the moment was right for a dance she sat down or something random would happen so mission 2 and 3 ruin by interference… ok the night is over she still looks stellar at the end of a long club night… she leaves… by this time her red semi open toed heels are bothering her …as she leaves she throws her phone to her ear as to divert all the on coming attempt to pick her up …not really working she walks fast and keeps her head on a swivel walks pass police to an empty parking lot alone, not safe for a beautiful young lady of her stature but she did it none the less, as the silver Jaguar on twenties passes.. .a subtle comment of be good girl comes out of the window. Ok, thank you she says watching the Jag drive away not noticing some drunk guy speed walking towards her, he walked right up in her personal space asking "where's your man?" unaware of what she said I cross the street to make sure everything was ok. I stood watching from a distance as her hands went up in fear but when he started walking away, I realized she was ok but he just ruined my chances to get a word with Ms. Williams so I chalked it up got in the car and went home…